Wondrus

New beginnings, new emotions, new feelings and new experiences.. The wonder of life, the paths or neurons created, the sparks of life infiltrating the darkness that set in while standing still… Living, loving, smiling, laughing, singing, dancing.. Such magical spells possessing one’s soul, tweaking the face into a smile and the heart into an embrace.
A fire warms my physical world, the laughter of kids, the screaming of little ones, running around mad with joy, crazy with enthusiasm, no fear, just excitement for life and looking on the face of parents for that smile that mirrors their own, for the laughter that fills their ears.. A far cry from the grown ups that watch them, reprimand them, scold them for being them. In contrast to the warm fire, it’s cold outside but the bike ride warmed me up nicely, the dark streets adjust my eyes as my small light makes way through the water that doesn’t seem to wet me. My muscles get stronger daily, the pain in my legs gets diluted with every journey i ride. The morning yogurt and meditation help clear the mind. The night time living, expanding the vision, living life in another plain… When are we awake? When are we asleep?
My being slips from the then into the now and i embrace this change of scenery, learning, living, loving, smiling, sharing molecules of laughter, sharing good vibes… A wave from a lovely being makes me smile, isn’t that what life is about, sharing good energy, spreading love and joy? That’s what my heart and my head tell me is real and when the two bodies collide in agreement i am happy knowing that my path is the right one… For me..
Taking a step out of the human race, embracing my status and learning how to use my superpowers. What is a wizard? What is a super power? Do we not all have the status in our back pockets that we can flash out when the time is right?
Ironic that when i ask that question a blue light rushes in and floods my eyes, encapsulates my brain.. Thank you oh decorated fake tree in the corner… The color blue, the color dedicated to communication, to bringing what is inside out from my world to yours… You, who are you? Who am i communicating to? Is it me in a different format?Ah, maybe a future me, one that has yet to come alive, one that is just around the corner waiting for these words to touch his eyes.
The lampshades are green, the seats are red, the fire is orange, the balls are yellow, the painting is indigo, the shirts are black and the flowers are purple… The spheres and the vibrations are all given a buzz of energy… The fleeting smile of a little one on her mother’s lap.. Such joy, such happiness.. Life is beautiful, more to some than others… So beautiful to watch, to experience, to witness… Back to blue, back to the talking tree that flickers in excitement as seemingly strange sentences come out of my fingers….where do these spells come from? Maybe some questions are best not answered but left in their original format…
The unicorn stares at me, deepening my sense of wizardry.. The talking tree, the singing lights, the waterless greens, the frozen fields, the deep portrait, the warming flames… Seeing the bliss, being thankful for my environment, warm, welcoming and gorgeous. My life has brought me here for reasons yet unknown. Maybe it’s to be with familiar cells, maybe it’s to walk forward in life, or maybe it’s just to live, love, spread magic. Dancing, I drive my energy towards the magic of swinging two simple socks, a hoola swinging around my body, a stick sliding across my skin, fire.. More fire.. It’s been a while since lighting up, the toys are few for now but i know where to find more. I know a stash that can be shared, can be taken from their resting place and made to feel alive once more. But for now they are far from me, too far to get to currently so i will have to bide my time. Manifesting the magic of fire, the magic dance, the magic of motion, I will get my body and mind fit for when we are reunited and we can play once more.